I am writing today about how I feel versus how I’m doing. I had a conversation with a peer a couple days ago. For some reason my mind kept telling me that I’m not doing everything right, I’m falling behind, I should just stop. My conversation totally denied my thoughts by allowing me to realize I am doing pretty well. This has been one of my hardest Perkins that I’ve been working on. This is the self sabotage thinking. I’m glad that my friend Chris was able to check in on me. I am grateful for the reaffirmation that I am on track and that I am doing the right thing. I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious, and happy. Today I just figured out how I’m getting to Kauai. The manifestation is strong in this one, haha. I am already working on recruiting new members for the next class. That is more confirmation that I cannot and will not quit.